Anne,

Thank you so much for sharing. I can only imagine your pain. Praying with you for God’s gracious mending of your heart and marriage. Much love to you, sister.

Lara

Oh sister-friend. Praying you are encouraged. Thankfully God does give us people to love and walk this life with. But like you said, that we would first cling to and trust in Him.

I am praying for us that we only cling onto God and put our hope and trust in God more and more from now on… it is hard at this season of our life.

Thank you for the encouraging words today.

I’m French so I first want to apologize for my mistakes :).

Your post have touch me so ! I actually cling to my husband. I’ve bought your book that I’ve discovered very recently, and I’ve not received it yet. I can’t wait to read it ! I really need to find peace and to release, as you say in your post. I knew betrayal, I knew anger, I know sadness, and I don’t know how I will be able to continue to live with this man I still love and who still loves me. But now, there is this past, there is this emotional experience in his life. Our relation has changed, as if there has been a sort of separation, and as if we were now different people… The same, but different… It’s very strange.

We have changed, but there is still love. Another sort of love. I’ve lost my points of reference. My heart is broken and I’d like to run away but I can’t because my heart is also and still full of love. I understand, while I’m reading you, that I’m afraid to open up my hands. I’m afraid to release… I’ve lost faith, I’ve lost trust. Not in God, but in the meaning of marriage (the ideal meaning of marriage, I suppose). I need Him to be my rock, I need Him to be my strength.

Thank you so much Lara for your words, your faith, your truly vision of life. I thank God to have discovered you !

Anne